The sparkle in your eyes is gone and you’re left with just a black gloomy sky. You can stare for years at a painting and find nothing in it but pain and sorrow. I know that you feel lost and hopeless but you have to understand that it’s just a bump in the road. You didn’t loose your passion for anything you just merely misplaced it. It will come back to you when it’s needed.
The love you once felt for him isn’t hate it’s pain. I know it may feel like he took a piece of you. But he didn’t instead he left something, that you’ll soon find is a hole in your heart that you can learn to fill with your own self love. Things will get better, you will love again and you will find the twinkle back in your eyes.